2009年10月27日 星期二

Cause I'm stubborn!

有人说我很固执。
因为固执所以才把自己如此的辛苦。
为何要让自己过得如此呢?
虽然他是你所爱过的人,
可是那已经过去了,
也成了回忆。
无论哪是否是好或坏,
值不值得,
都不重要了。(但我不会忘记)
重要的现在。
因为我的固执,
一直把我自己停留在原地。
因为你的一句话点醒了我,谢谢。

我要过回我自己的生活,
没有你的生活~
我要努力的过我的生活。
我要加油!
至少还有你(朋友们)XD

2009年10月23日 星期五

Think Fondly Of

I thought everything be fine.
Thought everything work out for me.
Totally not.

A piece of missing you in my heart had never changed.
Madly of missing you.
I'm read your blog just now.
What you wrote on there.
All is hurt to me even you didnt know I read your blog.
My tears dropped instantly.
It is awkward to forget you.
I'd realize did something in foolish way to you.
Self- accusation of you.
No happiness with me.
I'm sorry.
How failure am i. Alsoran?
I cried.

2009年10月21日 星期三

I'm back?

Hmm.. nothing can update my blog..
I felt better this few days...
No moody recently.
And..
my appetite become good,
Eat , eat and eat..
Thanks to my frends/confidant who convince me.
Without your support I still in ruin maybe.

I met him last week.
Beckon to me~
Unexpected.
I might have known.
He has no girlfiend.
I told a lie.
What could i say??
I'll be fine soon..
I want be a woman of exceptional ability.
I can make it.

2009年10月7日 星期三

WEDDING~ 2/10-4/10
















First time again...





Happiness.





I can felt it through my cousin's wedding~





I saw her happy smiling impression during that wedding.





I felt wana cry...





Don't know its proved happy or sad.





Wish she be happiest woman in this world^^





2009年10月1日 星期四

Pain

Happy.
Did you?
I didnt.
I..
You got a new gf in your life now.

I felt pain today.
i dont know what the matter of me.
I felt damn pain,
I'm trying hard to..
my tears...
What can i say?
NOPE.
Cause however its pain from me,
no one will know it.
Til I sign in facebook and saw it...
Finally i knew why I'm pain on it..
This is my six sense.

But i did one thing is..
appear its nothing for me to everyone include my family.
Don't know how to express my deep impression.
I wonder how describe me now..
I'm speechless.
Its truth.
It is a great sorrow?
....
No one can help me.
I'm the one can help myself.
I need rest for myself.
I'm tiredness.
Sadness.
Sorrow.
Suffering.