Pain

Happy.
Did you?
I didnt.
I..
You got a new gf in your life now.

I felt pain today.
i dont know what the matter of me.
I felt damn pain,
I'm trying hard to..
my tears...
What can i say?
NOPE.
Cause however its pain from me,
no one will know it.
Til I sign in facebook and saw it...
Finally i knew why I'm pain on it..
This is my six sense.

But i did one thing is..
appear its nothing for me to everyone include my family.
Don't know how to express my deep impression.
I wonder how describe me now..
I'm speechless.
Its truth.
It is a great sorrow?
....
No one can help me.
I'm the one can help myself.
I need rest for myself.
I'm tiredness.
Sadness.
Sorrow.
Suffering.