I'm weird in the morning today while I woke up,
Ready going to work..
That feeling which I broke up on the first day is with me in this moment.
Feeling wanna cry it out..
Don't know why.
Until I reached office which place I'm working,
That feeling didn't disappear in my heart.
I'm down, moody... I felt pain.
Have no mood to do anything.
Even I didn't talk with my colleage,
I keep on staring...
And I gonna stop this job,
going to study soon..
I don't know how to start a conversation with my boss that telling him I gonna study.
Until the time to have lunch..
I don't say a word while I'm inside the car.
My tears gonna drop while I inside the car,
staring...
We have our lunch at Nando's
After had my lunch, that feeling was evaporated.
Hahhaahahahaa.( I'm happy in the moment when we having our lunch ^^)
No more moody.
Really 'Sot' am I.
Well..
Hope everything gonna be alright.
2009年12月29日 星期二
What to do? That's me.
Bout two months that I didn't update my blogspot.
What should I post at here?
Tell bout my life? my thinking? or the suffer which I'm facing?
Well... Two months passed.
I'm still working in ING
I... keep working ...
Non-stop...
What it for?
I don't know?
Someone said that I'm going insance of money or working...
I thought is caused by money...
What I need is or was money...
That's we always said no money = no life.
I desire to study...study...
But I can't..
I didn't have enough money to study,
To do what I want to do.
I gonna work more job to get that i want.
Why they can? Why can't I?
Why always I thinking much? For?
Why don't I just do it?
Inferior? Yes.
Why inferior?!
Why I can't change it?
Is it my demand to myself was too....
Is it I've make a great decision to myself?
Who else can tell me what I gonna to do on next?
Anyone will favour with my decision that I made?
Everyone will ask... where you're studying? which courses?
My answer will always be nope. I'm working.
That respond which always I got is WHY!
Give it a rest, please.
I'm tired.
Definitely tiring am I.
I always thinking why I different compare with my frenz or acquaintance.
Its authentic.
Why I'm always look vulnerable to people?
I'm always miserable.
I thought too much literally.
@@$#&%^&&(*)%#$$#^&()_))^#!##%%&^&%^
Anyway.
Its will work out for me.
Lucky always with me.
I trust myself.
Nothing is difficult for me.
I can do it.
I will prove it.
What should I post at here?
Tell bout my life? my thinking? or the suffer which I'm facing?
Well... Two months passed.
I'm still working in ING
I... keep working ...
Non-stop...
What it for?
I don't know?
Someone said that I'm going insance of money or working...
I thought is caused by money...
What I need is or was money...
That's we always said no money = no life.
I desire to study...study...
But I can't..
I didn't have enough money to study,
To do what I want to do.
I gonna work more job to get that i want.
Why they can? Why can't I?
Why always I thinking much? For?
Why don't I just do it?
Inferior? Yes.
Why inferior?!
Why I can't change it?
Is it my demand to myself was too....
Is it I've make a great decision to myself?
Who else can tell me what I gonna to do on next?
Anyone will favour with my decision that I made?
Everyone will ask... where you're studying? which courses?
My answer will always be nope. I'm working.
That respond which always I got is WHY!
Give it a rest, please.
I'm tired.
Definitely tiring am I.
I always thinking why I different compare with my frenz or acquaintance.
Its authentic.
Why I'm always look vulnerable to people?
I'm always miserable.
I thought too much literally.
@@$#&%^&&(*)%#$$#^&()_))^#!##%%&^&%^
Anyway.
Its will work out for me.
Lucky always with me.
I trust myself.
Nothing is difficult for me.
I can do it.
I will prove it.
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