=)

I'm going to study on that day.
That day gonna be a good day.
I had took my exam.
Already know which level am I.
Hmm...
Anyway,
I'm pleased that I could study at there.
This week is the last week that I working at ING.
HOHOHO XD
Going to make new friends.
Maybe it is a only time to be friend with them.
That's what I want.
lalaalallaala~~~

Trying~

Again the word- Tired.
Its made me cried.
Tears dropping...
It's been for a long time.
But there's no change from me.
I usually lose control by my thoughts.
How many times I comforted by frenz?
Why am i useless..
Why ?
Keep on bleeding status..
I thought keep on working is the only way that I can do.
Avoiding.
I was in ruins last night.
I think I couldn't be alone.
Someone asked me why i keep on sigh for all the time?
Why dont you be happy always?
What you get from sigh?
Nothing rite?
Should change a way of thought from your mind.
I trying ? Doin'?
Not doin'. I'm trying anything.
Should be doin'.
I'm trying to forget bout him.
Not doing.
I'm trying to control my emotion.
Not doing.
I'm trying to move on.
Not doing.
I can't find 'you' back, you know?
Where were you gone?
I can't live without you- happiness
I'm still standing on bleeding status.
Cause all I did was trying ain't doing.
Sigh.
I' trying my best!!!!!
No!
I'm doin' my best!
I seems going to collapse...

I keep moving on

Well...
I decided to stop this job.
Going to study on next month.
I felt like wanna go for travel.
How tired am i this recently...
No. Should say I always tired after that..
I keep on working working...
Really damn tired. Can't express that feeling.
However I sleep, still not enough..
Tiredness still always with me.
My mum said me I'm over working?
Or I'm workaholic?
No. I think I keep on avoiding..
Sigh?
Someone said sigh will kill what you want to do.
I thought its truth.
I'm trying to control emotion.
Sometime its really awkward.

Hmm... I saw him last week through Friend's birthday.
While I saw him, there's nothing feeling..
But while gone, the piece of my heart was still missing him.
I tried to cry out sometime but realised I had no more tears.
Only painful in my heart.
Did you know I have no more 'feeling' of others..?
No. You don't know.
Because of no 'no feeling' ,
Made me can't start my new life.
That feeling was evaporated.
I can't find it back already however I tried.
That feeling only can get from you.
My ji mui will ask me when i get my new bf ? Usually he asked.
There's no answers of it.
I just told him I don't need anyone.
Well..
I don't wanna think too much of it.
I just wanna enjoy my single's life with frenz and studies.