I'm being tougher- Day 20

Twenty day passed...
so fast..
I'm still missing you,
did you know?
NO,
you dont know.

You are so happy everyday,
only me are still missing.
work work and work,
not tired at all also,
although got work.
that why i need to fill up all my time to work,
play,
shopping,
do more exercise
and others.
You had change everything,
change other college,
change your lifestyle,
change your style,
your look,
and your treat.
I am to be tougher,
can't cry.
+oil !